I am lost. AGAIN.
I couldn't seem to find my way now. I couldn't even see it. My vision's blurred. My mind's muddled. My heart? it's hurting. --THAT, I am sure. It's supposed to be easy now.
No more arguing.
No more curses.
No more shouts.
No more fights in the car.
No more HURTING.
darn it. I don't want this! I don't want any of this. Things have gone too far. And I AM NOT HAPPY CRYING OVER AND OVER AGAIN! I had too much already. This past year you have dumped on too many thorns in my ridiculous heart and I am not wanting any more of it. SO PLEASE! just stop being a jerk. You should be able to understand me coz you were the one who put me through all those pathetic moments!
If these things keep on stirring, then I'm throwing in the towel.
I sure as hell don't need someone who mistook my tears for a teaser.
