I'm not like this. Before. I can write. Write random stuff and words become superfluous. Now everything's FLAT. dead flat. I'm done editing my blog now. spent hours on this. I'm not bored though, I just don't have something to do.
Now i'm stuck with the pc again for the hundredth time since last week. I think I don't write as much as before coz i'm so fed up with the reactions I get.(from the person who really MATTERED!) For days(or weeks?!) i've been jaded by thoughts. Thoughts which matter to him to my friends. Again, TO MY FRIENDS. they're the ones who LISTENED. He's not interested in hearing me. He's too busy. Too busy to even see me for 5 darn minutes!
=Gawd! Y would I care if he doesn't even care? "U missed the monthsareee babe! remember???"
and hell you know Y it's much more important than its LITERAL meaning! !@#$ I'm DISAPPOINTED. Include the PAIN. and while you enjoy there don't expect me to sulk here.
I'm unintrested as to where this squabble will take our relationship to,cause even if it'll turn out to make better or worse of us, it fCukin'  HURTS!!!