time flies, so does butterflies.

OMyG.
I ate a lot since yesterday!
I had a heavy breakfast because I went mad for BAKARETA.(an oriental food of beef,potatoes,bell peppers,etc)
and then JB and i had chicken and pizza for lunch.
When I got home, I ate HEAVY snacks again by midafternoon.!:<
OkaY!
I Won't eat anything until tomorrow!
I ruined my diet...! huhuhuhu
(Paranoid)

I hate it when I act like this. Hurhhh.
Anyways, today,
we went to the GK village in the rurals on talisay for our NSTP community class
and we planted (of course,) plants.! :)

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my mom sat down with me and asked to view and listen to the music of F.Sinatra,N.K. Cole,P. Anka,
and etc. to download for my grandparents' G.Wedding Anniv.
 GooooSh. I went drowsy. :[
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so, after our community class,we went back to the city and back to our lives.!

(I'm sorry i feel so dumb right now, I'm writing nonsense stuff:( )

This month, we broke up again.
and we made a lot of mistakes. I've hurt him and he have hurt me.
and our actions caused too much pain and ruined a lot of things that which keep us from
getting back together.

And at present,we are still acting the way we used to be to each other while
we are mending our crestfallen hearts.
I believe, in time, when memories wont hurt us anymore,
we'll be back in the battle for love as he says so.

JAYVEE, I do LOVE you.

he was my whole life. and it came to a point where everything changed.
EXCEPT, my love for him. :]
a lot happened last Nov. we broke up.
but at the end of the month,we reconciled.

that's all. :]

nahhh!
last dec.6, we celebrated our 1st anniversary!!!

it was a year full of endless love and pain.
and I AM HAPPY i lived it.

bloggers!

I won't let the 1st month of the year pass without a word from me. LOL
I'm really sorry it has been 3 months since I last posted.
well..that would mean 3 things:(might be's)

1st. I was BUSY(w/c is,well,believable.)
2nd. I don't have anything to write(LAME REASON!!!!)
3rd. either I was too depressed to write or too happy.

So! now... i think I don't have anything left to do.
well i have many THINGS to do. like school papers, chores and etc.
but i'm currently too lazy to stay away from the pc.
I miss blog making!
 darn it!
well.. since my last post, a lot of things happened.
to my life, my friends, my love.
period.

(nextentry'sdrafted) i'll just try to make it out.
my mind's totally baffled! my thoughts,jumbled.
so i'll try to relax first and i will share you some stuff.

I PROMISE, not to abandon this blog for this is one hell of an
emotional outlet. UugghH!.
sorry,status:(upset)
ciao!