the moment I woke up, I was hoping you'll text me..
you did.. thank you 
I was glad we'd managed to text each other.
I was finally gasping for hope. and you showed me.
I'm sorry I wasn't able to go out with you that afternoon,
I really want to but I couldn't.
And I'm sorry for everything that went wrong..
sometimes I think if I could ever be perfect for you?
I know no one's perfect but you're perfect with your imperfections.
When I saw you in the car today,
I felt the pain again, it tore my heart swingin open.
I saw your cold eyes again. shielding your emotions inside
where I couldn't read them.
It confused me, and I thought that I did something wrong again
that made you changed your mind.
thoughts flowed, if i ever get to hold your face again or touch you.
I tried to forget it when you went to bed
and I went to training.
But still, I couldn't forget you even for awhile.
I tried to tire myself during badminton and I did succeed.
they said I looked pale and I vomited again.
but then, stress is better than pain ain't it?
thanks for talking to me on the phone tonight.
I LOVE YOU.
