I missed my RS class today. and GG. I'm too tired and I have flu. I only attended my acctg subject and went home. Missed practice too.
I couldn't stop myself from thinking of you. 
I couldn't let myself believe that this is the end for us. It's been more than a year that I almost spend everyday with you. Sitting beside you in high school and always talking to you. It's just to hard to let go of those memories and forget them, but I know I never will.
I'll never know how long I will be like this. Still hoping. though you told me that I shouldn't hope anymore.
That's okay, it's my fault. and I'm too depressed right now maybe that's the reason why I got sick. I've never been sick since last year.
Everyone's saying I should let you go, like you told me to. They say that there's nothing I can do anymore.. They're right.
It's too harddd for me to let you go. but it would be harder if I do. The case is, I DON'T WANT TO.
I don't want to forget you, I don't want to forget every memory of you. It's all I've got. All I've got to have, to remember, to cherish. I don't have you, so why would I let go of those memories that made me the happiest?..
facing all these and all that might come my way,
I know I'll never let you go. I don't want to.
I'll always love you.
